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ninaribena-x asked: Hey, yeah things are much better, just getting through my work. Planning to start my driving lessons this summer so hopefully I'll be driving by this time next year. That's if my mum buys me a car anyway. Nice to hear from you again :)

no prob gotta keep the international friend! i just dont be on here freq but the summer coming up and ill have alot more time to fix my shit up 

I NEED FRIENDS!!!!! I NEED LUVVVVVVVV!!!!!!!

so tonight is the night im suppose to feel like mad fucking thrilled . because to me tonight is like going to prom all over again with the person i wanted to. i go to my first concert!!! no homo ima dude i show to the public im not geeked but i kinda am. let me kinda show you how my geeked-ness has increasingly went down. rom the start of this week it has been bad news haven. places to live have backed out on me, my family has their trials like everyone else’s, lol hell i cant even but a freaking couch due to the greed of others. and i really really try to let the simple shit go but i think to hard, i hate failing, i hate being in places i dont wanna be, and all of the things i hate are wrapped in a burrito with shit on top and sitting in front of me, nothing else to eat “damnmit

     ” i have to consume this. it sucks it really does this is that moment when your mom tell you to wear an ugly ass bright ass easter outfit, that you didn’t even want to wear in the first place  and she threatens you like ” you better not get a stain on this today or lord as my witness imma beat ya ass” an you be like DAMNNNNNNNN MA i wnated to easter egg hunt in the grass with everybody else aghhhhhhh “asshole”. but back to today I’m sorry it just sucks tell me this if you really needed something and you went in the store to buy it and the guy said” ireally need to get rid of this first person with the money gets it” and you come in your like bam!! i want it and he looks at you and he waits…. and waits…. and some one else walks in days later and say i want it too then he say alright we got ourself a bid how would you feel? to look around and know damn i been standing here and i been had the money and you want more well…. your sign didnt say that WTF! why do i have to bid with this nobody and then not only was i the first person there but i didnt even have enough money to bid and this fucking asshole walked away with what i wanted. i couldn’t be that guy and run up in the spot and say 100 million Dollars!!!!!! and shut that bitch down like anybody would’ve wanted to do damn you!!! damn you!!! damn you!!!!

     every time i try and go to a concert something happens:

free nas and dj green lantern concert= emergency supervisor at work

Big Sean concert= girlfriend’s(past tense) ex boyfriend came to see my girl and i wanted to beat his ass

wiz khalifa= couldnt get a way there plus couldn’t afford it

drake= well….. thats some girl shit kinda……. no comment

and now the great childish Gambino = my girlfriends most important review for 2 hours is tonight…. ok , my girlfriend has to attend her committee meeting tonight ok… Her uncle dies and the funeral was today ” wait what ?”…… and now put your self in my shoes seeing that im going and we talked about it and she wants me to have fun but damn our thinking about a fam member you lost and im about to go to my first concert and im morally concerned about if you ok while im chilling with my brother……. damn all i could say was thank you for not being selfish babe….. and i still lost a bid on that f-ing couch …. lol 

whelp…. concert in 20 mins here i come and i know it’ll be great but damn i guess that where “sacrifice comes forth for the things you want ” i just wish everything wasn’t about bad news tumblr……..